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this is to a boy, who got into my head
with all the pretty things he said. <333
its so hard for me to hold back the tears
i know its only fair
well she’s been in pain for years
why do i even care?
but the way he talks about her
it tears right through my heart
well i guess they are perfect for each other
but it's tearing me apart.
This is my broken heart talking.
This is my weak head, my shaky fingers and wet eyes.
My loss of faith in love, my aching stomach and lack of
sleep at night, saying I miss you
if only he could understand
how much shit he puts me
[ t h r o u g h ] </3
and there you are...[[holding]] her hand.
&& i'm lost in confusion trying to [[understand]]
i try to fool myself. i try to pretend i want
someone else but deep down i know that we`ll never be.
i always wish for you and me. i wanna say sorry
i want you to know that i care and im blind for seeing
something that wasn`t there. i should have been more trusting
and listened to my heart cause you are the ONLY THiNG
i need..and its tearing me apart <3
& i`m sure you love knowing
you can have me anytime
you want
i don’t understand by the way you look at me, why we can’t be together.
break my heart, its okay its not like i still love you or care about you or anything.
its okay, its not like i think about you all the fucking time.
thats because i hate you as much as i love your fucking guts.
....but what do I get? cause I just seem to lose...you make me regret all those times I spent with you...
you will never know true pain
until you look into the eyes of some one you love
and they look away.
' When I look into your eyes ; the tears form slowly, knowing I can't be with you makes everyday ; my [ n i g h t m a r e ] <3__
I'll move on, but you're gonna have to go through the rest of your life knowing you turned your back on love.
i don’t understand how i can miss
you, when i never even had you, &
i know that i ;; n |e |v |e |r ;; can
sometimes the things that are the hardest
to let go of .. are the things that you never
really had <3
& i can honestly say.
that i have never, ever, ever
felt this way. your lips,
your eyelashes, your skin.
these are the parts of your body that
cause my comatose to begin.
you have a way with words
& i like it
i'm looking for love, real love,
ridiculous, incovenient, consuming,
can't live without eachother, love.
i wish we could go back to that
one night, when everything
felt so right
it's love and im in it
today i prayed the car would crash
and you'd hear the news & you'd think
of me as much as i've thought of you
you`ve labeled your whole lifestyle and
changed the way that you dress. now
take a good look in the mirror and tell
me who you`re trying to impress
i never thought i would risk the
chance of getting hurt again, but
for some reason when i'm with you it all seems worth it
lay your head on my pillow. here you can be
yourself. no one has to know what you're
feeling. no one but me and you
eventually, one of two things will happen,
either he'll realize you're worth it,
or you'll realize he isn't
i had the feeling that those looks you gave me
were real. what if i ripped your heart apart at the
seams. maybe then you'd know how i feel.
somewhere between all of out laughs, long talks,
stupid fights, and all of out jokes, i fell in love.
me & you , we could make the ENTIRE WORLD.. jealous
she says she wants to die, but in reality
she just wants to be saved
what if someone told you that you could
take back one single mistake in your life.
mine would be believing that you ever really
cared about me.
you and me should get away for a while.
i just want to be alone with your smile.
it doesnt matter where we go tonight.
as long as im with you, i`ll be alright.
once in a while, right in the middle of an ordinary life
Love gives us a fairy tale
& all those fucked up things you put me through..
you just lost the only thing
you had left to lose.
in the short time we spent together,
we had what most people can only
dream about; and i'm counting the
days until i see you again <3
take my hand. take my whole life too.
but i cant keep falling in love with you
the world is gonna throw us a million reasons why this isn't gonna work out between us, but i'm armed with the one reason why it will.. I love you
i swear i'd rip my heart out if you said
you'd be impressed . please be impressed.
i want to hold your hand forever&never let you go; you`ve got those beautiful brown eyes i adore;
it doesnt feel right ; holding someone elses hand x3
i know your worth the wait` & i cant explain what i`m going
through inside but i would turn away the world just to
have you here with me tonight
let`s play this game, where you catch fire, & i wouldnt piss to put you out
You said "You know what your problem is? " and I replied... "Yes I do. i fell in love with the idea that no matter what happened you would always be there"
"When haven't I?" you asked
and as a tear trickled down my cheek, I said "Ever since
the day she walked through that door"
+ they were driving home from the movies and he sensed there was something wrong because of the dreadful silence between them. she asked him to pull the car over because she needed to talk. he did and she said " i think its time we broke up.. we're too different" moments later he pulled a piece of paper out of his pocket and placed it in her hand. she didn’t read it right away. she saw lights on the road and heard him scream. he was gone and she was there. she opened the paper as it read " i love you and the day you stop loving me i will die .. "
he leaned over and kiss me.. and i kissed him back. and then.. our eyes met and it was like... we both knew. so we smiled and kissed again. it was so perfect. <3
those times when we are *
temporarily holding each other
close are the times i`d like
to permanently stay' <33
She was happier than ever - lying there in his arms _ her fingers linked with his she looked deep into his eyes `and whispered [ perfect fit ] then he kissed her they were c o m p l e t e l y in love`____ .. and then she woke up.
just when youu think youu had enough ; ;
life gives youu more ..
just when youu think it`s rained enough ;;
it starts to fucking pour
im overwhelmed with hatred for you. yet i couldn't be more in love. its like,i wanna throw you into traffic, then risk my own life, just to save you
i never cared how i dressed before but i cared that night. anticipation ran
through my bones, and my clothes never fit right. i cant wait till we meet again.
Once on a yellow piece of paper with green lines
He wrote a poem
And he called it " Chops "
because that was the name of his dog
And that's what it was all about
And his teacher gave him an A
and a gold star
And his mother hung it on the kitchen door
and read it to his aunts
That was the year Father Tracy
took all the kids to the zoo
And he let them sing on the bus
And his little sister was born
with tiny toenails and no hair
And his mother and father kissed alot
And the girl around the corner send him a
Valentine signed with a row of X's
and he had to ask his father what the X's meant
And his father always tucked him in bed at night
And he was always there to do it.
Once on a piece of white paper with blue lines
he wrote a poem
And he called it " Autumn "
because that was the name of the season
And that's what it was all about
And his teacher gave him an A
and asked him to write more clearly
And his mother never hung it on the kitchen door
because of its new paint
And the kids told him
that Father Tracy smoked cigars
And left butts on the pews
And sometimes they would burn holes
That was the year his sister got glasses
with thick lenses and black frames
And the girl around the corner laughed
when he asked her to go see Santa Claus
And the kids told him why
his mother and father kissed a lot
And his father never tucked him in to bed at night
And his father got mad
when he cried for him to do it.
Once on a paper torn from his notebook
he wrote a poem
And he called it " Innocence: A Question "
because that was the question about his girl
And that's what it was all about
And his professor gave him an A
and a strange steady look
And his mother never hung it on the kitchen door
because he never showed her
That was the year that Father Tracy died
And he forgot how the end
of the Apostle's Creed went
And he caught his sister
making out on the back porch
And his mother and father never kissed
or even talked
And the girl around the corner
wore too much makeup
That made him cough when he kissed her
but he kissed her anyway
because that was the thing to do
And at three A.M. he tucked himself into bed
his father snoring soundly.
That's why on the back of a brown paper bad
he tried another poem
And he called it " Absolutely Nothing "
Because that's what it was really all about
And he gave himself an A
and a slash on each damned wrist
And he hung it on the bathroom door
because this time he didn't think
he could reach the kitchen.... | 
